| i was spinning free |
[ thu | 05 december 2002 | 11:00 pm ] |
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am supposed to be reading tons of lit about coconuts (the coconut nut is a giant nut...) but i can't concentrate...at the rate i am going, i'd able to finish my master's degree..argh...i want to be done and over with it by the end of next year...cause this atmosphere of scientific research is deadening me...nah... i just want to do something new...when you've been performing the same lab experiments for two years, it does get boring...that's what i'm trying to do with my thesis...think of some challenging problem to solve (yeah, i'm that ambitious--he he he)...the problem is i can't really put all my brain cells in fighting shape to be able to come up with something specific...it's all hazy to me...and that's my real-world concern, worldly concern, should be, right now...and of course, the concerns of the soul are always there...like finding my soulmate (heck)...okay, i'm not going to think about that...my mind is already distracted without going into that direction...i need to talk more, really, or be more open actually...how do i begin?...
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